Saturday, December 15, 2007

I still dont know why they never put this song on any of the albums.

Im so ready to move out. I was so close last time. We had the place picked out and everything, but nothing. Thats life huh?

I hate school. I still dont have my classes picked out yet. My friend and I were going to move to STL to go to school, but we would have to get an apartment. Thats not the problem though the problem is that she wants to take a semester off like a stupid person. So I would be going up there before her. The other problem is finding a roommate until she gets there.

Im thinking that Im just going to do my own thing and forget her. She doesnt seem to want to do anything, but then again neither do I.

My mom wants to keep me with her, which is a bad thing. I would never move on in life if I stayed. Look where Im at now. My other friend keeps calling me asking me to move in with her.  I dont like her that much, but she is a really good friend. I hate having to include her when Im making a decision. She always says something that influences my choice. She doesnt want to be old and lonely. I guess I can understand that but those of you who know and have met my mom know that she is too fly to be lonely.

The guy I mentioned before is creeping me out. He wants to date and all that. I guess I dont have a problem with it, but I just dont want to. I also dont want to miss out on knowing him. Oh well.

On to imortant things Johnny Depp's new movie is coming out next weekend Sweeney Todd...Im so excited.

Until Next Time...

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

Good News

Good song, but I think its much better acoustic.

On to more important things. I got the job and it pays more. I waited by the phone just like I said I would and I didnt get the call until one week after the interview.

Im going to dye and cut my hair. I think Im going to get it done by the pros this time around. I dont want to go bald.

I met a pretty nice guy recently. He seems to be different than all the other guys I've come to know. Everyone says that huh?

Im going to go practice my writing. You'd be suprised to know that Im not a very creative person when I write, maybe I should take a class. 

Until Next Time...

Friday, December 7, 2007

Nothing At All

I love this song I first heard it at the beginning of the movie Closer (Julia Roberts Jude Law Clive Owen Natalie Portman) or something of the like.

So I quit my job a while ago and surprise surprise I've yet to find a new one. I've applied to every place in walking distance of our new house at least three times to each place and I got nothing. Well that's not necessarily true I did have two or three interviews here and there. The most recent one was on Tuesday.

She said that the background searches should take about three days then they'll be making callbacks for drug screenings and if you pass you're offered the job. So I should be hearing....scratch that....I'm hoping to receive a call later on today or tomorrow. (I'm waiting by the phone)

It was a group first time experiencing one of those. I spoke a good share I guess I could have...done better...tried harder....cared more.....but I didn't so...should haves...would haves and...could haves are pointless.

I feel stuck in life. Its like I'm getting nowhere everything is becoming pointless and I'm willing to admit that I feel as if I need some assistance some guidance if you will, but who doesn't every now and then. I feel vulnerable admitting such a thing. I'll regret it in the morning. Kind of like a hangover.

On the good side its another day closer to the Matchbox Twenty concert.  (I'm coming guys!!)

Until Next Time.....