Thursday, May 29, 2008

Im starving. I feel like I haven't eaten in days. The crazy thing about it is the fact that I've eaten more today than I have in the past two or three weeks....go figure.

I have tomorrow off. Yay. Its my first day off all week so far. What to do....What to do...I'll probably just swim. My brother from another mother has been wanting to go for the longest.

Work has been going well lately. Surprise surprise. I guess it's not as bad as I make it sound its just something I'd rather not do, Im sure Im not alone on that. Having a job is something most people want/need but few look forward to.

I was talking to some guy about communication between people in relationships, how it came about I'll never know, but he doesn't think that its at all possible to give oneself completely. I agree. I dont believe it can happen. Those who claim to have given completely would probably call co-dependency on the matter, but lets not get into semantics its like monopoly, it never ends.

That reminds me of a song my mom used to sing when I was little. Its called Fairy Tales by Anita Baker. It goes a little something like this:

    "I can remember stories, those things my mother said
    She told me fairy tales, before I went to bed
    She spoke of happy endings, then tucked me in real tight
    She turned my night light on, and kissed my face good night
    My mind would fill with visions, of perfect paradise
    She told me everything, she said he'd be so nice
    He'd ride up on his horse and, take me away one night
    I'd be so happy with him, we'd ride clean out of sight

    She never said that we would, curse, cry and scream and lie
    She never said that maybe, someday he'd say goodbye."

Its a good song.

Im rambling. Its time I take my leave.

Jessica.

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