I don't like to hang on to things. I'm a deleter. I'm a spring clean once a week type of person. I like getting rid of the unnecessary crap in my life. I don't want to be tied to it. I'll feel trapped, so I trash it. Whatever it may be I'll use it up until I'm no longer interested in it, then I simply throw it out...with much appreciation mind you.
Because I don't like the commitment that comes with keeping crap around. Depending on what it is...to keep it would mean that, not only do I have to see it, I have to mind it as well. I don't want to do that. I would rather it be gone. I breath easier when the crap is out....If I slept then I'm sure this would help me sleep better at night.
Maybe this is why I cant sleep. There is something in my life that I haven't yet deleted. My subconscious mind is freaking out causing the lack of sleep.
Or it could be the exact opposite. Maybe I removed something that I needed...thus the sleepless nights.
(Too much Dr. Phil...I know)
Hmm. Unbroken, I think that may be the answer.
It could also be that I'm just a loser who cant sleep without reason...I don't know which sucks more.