They say when something in your life is stressing you out or just simply bothering you, you evaluate everything and delete the stressor. Well here's to evaluating...
-This my biggest stress. I absolutely loath blazing heat. It puts me in a bad mood. Enough said.
-What can I say about school. Its slowly sucking the life out of me. It seems like there is always something due. Is dominating my thoughts, which I guess is probably a good thing. If not school its something else entirely. In other words, school is getting me down. I wont delete it from my life. I understand fully the importance of it, but shit.
3 Tony Gonzales.
-I know this is a weird thing to be stressing about, but I am and its a fairly new development as it were. I just heard yesterday that the Chiefs traded him to the Falcons. Moment of silence........ I want to take this time out to say...wow. I feel blindsided, really wasn't expecting that one. I can no longer support Tony since hes working for the enemy now.
-Not much needs to be said here. We all know the feeling. Its just one after the other after the other. Then next thing you know its a new month....does it ever end?...Don't answer that.
5 The Flight.
-I'm not scared of flying, for Ive flown before. I'm worried for the three hours I will be without checking my emails. I am addicted to emailing. Its my favourite thing to do. Text messaging ranks next....yes I'm one of those people. At least I'll have my music.
-When I'm back from Vegas we will be over. Ive decided that in this moment. Nothing good can come of us...not counting the amazing sex we have. I will miss his strong body against mine. I'll miss how effortlessly he carried me to every surface in his apartment. I will miss how he made sure I came more than twice, every time he touched me. He was a good ride...literally. I don't want it to seem like all we did was have sex. We were friends first for about a year or so, but...you know how that goes. I honestly believe that he is a good man and he means well, he just is not yet ready for what he wants. So...in the words of CMJ...moving on.
-I hate it. I hate doing it. I hate thinking about it. I hate the atmosphere. I hate the routine. I hate the people...not all just some.