Wednesday, September 30, 2009

LP Guy Quotes.

Via Text Message

"You should come steal something when I am working alone, then I could take you back to my office and you could 'work off' your crime."

Two minutes later...

"I'm kinda serious- but kinda joking.....What do you think?? In all seriousness?..."

Monday, September 28, 2009

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Music Bar.

Its time for a new cell phone.

The other day I was sifting through my emails and I saw one from the guy that likes to be watched. I'm not sure if I mentioned him, the architect...with the 8 year old. Anyways, his email kind of pissed me off. Not what it said, but because it was there. He's not a bad looking man, in fact he's cute, but I'm not into the whole business professional thing. It was only cute for a minute.

I feel as if I should tell about the actual bar itself, I've read the reviews before I went and they made it sound like a really cool diverse's not. It was only okay the location is weird, the drinks are not that great and the seating is awkward. I wasn't feeling it and I'll never go back.

So for last night, we met at that stupid bar and for the record he looks a lot older than 25, I blame his weird hair and the cigarettes, anyways long boring story short I've figured out that he can put up with a lot. It's hard to throw him off his game, which is a very good thing to know...if you know me then you understand why.

I think he might be more into me than I am into him as he has plans to for each of my off days in the coming months...which is not very many, by20the way...but that's a whole other story entirely and it pisses me the fuck off. As I was speaking to him he kept interrupting to invite me places in a sporadic kind of way, very childlike. It was cute...which may be the problem. I want sexy, not cute.

Another thing, that man can really drink, I'm not sure yet if this is a bad thing, but he started drinking before I even got there and while I was there he had at least 6 Whiskey and Cokes on top of that we did shots and he was completely unaffected by them.

That's talent.

It reminds me of Rob the Roommate. That man can put 'em away, I swear his first drink ever was probably 80 proof.

Friday, September 18, 2009

Nice Guy Urges.

I have been asked to talk more about the men in my life and since I'm a people pleaser (not really) I will, but only because I'm not very good about posting and replying back to emails.

Last night I had a rather interesting conversation with the New Nice Guy, we were talking about me whoopin' ass with my karate skills then it drifted to talking about ravishing my body. Now I'm not one to complain about such a thing, in fact, I'm all for it...naturally, but the fact that it came from him threw me for a big ass loop. Then he goes on to express his 'very strong thoughts and urges' and how he plans to act on them...Hell yes!!

It has to be said though that something about this is very intriguing, but at the same time it turns me off. I cant really pinpoint why, but I can say that it has something to do with the whole nice guy persona that he denies having. This thing with him lacks the thrill that comes with the 'bad boy' and I kind of need that excitement, the sex is much better that way.

Thursday, September 17, 2009


The brothers on Top Chef turn me on. They are sexy...especially the tattooed one.

Lover is newly 25, as if anyone really cares...he surely doesn't. He was upset that I couldn't spend the day with him and assured me that I would regret it. I did/do and when I finally did see him, it took everything inside of me not to get him naked. The good thing about our relationship...and I use that term loosely, is that we have complete honesty and we expect nothing less than that from each other. He knows Ive met another person. I didn't have to tell him.

Knowing the type of person he is, one would expect him to throw a truck across the parking lot, but he didn't...I'm almost sure he could though. I think the reason he didn't start tossing vehicles is because he thinks that this new guy doesn't compare, and if that's the case then he is right...they are too different to compare.

I have plans to see the New Guy this weekend. I think we are beginning to understand each other a little better, which means that I am in the clear when it comes to jumping all over him. Seeing as how I am a little sexually frustrated. Jumping him will only make it worse because I do not intend to fuck him. I'm pretty sure he's they type of guy who would care more than I would. We will see.

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Nice Guy.

This is my favourite time of year.

I have the sometimes consequential habit of speaking my mind. Most people know that.

Not this new guy. As I have said before he is different from most guys. He is not in anyway shape or form the asshole type that I have grown to love over the years and I'm not really used to it. This guys is nice...I didn't even know they still made nice guys, but oh well.

He came over we didn't do anything special just talked listened to music and such, but the entire time I kind of wanted to shag him. Not in an overwhelming 'I need to have it' kind of way, but in the 'I just want to see what its like' kind of way and I wasn't exactly trying to hide it.

Its his mouth. He has a sexy mouth...his lips. He also smokes, which only adds to the appeal. I couldn't stop watching his lips move. It is safe to say that I want his lips all over me.

"I sense a tension between us." He says to me.

What I really wanted to say was, "That tension may be due to the fact that I want to be all over you."

What I really said was, "What kind of tension?"

This should be interesting.

Thursday, September 3, 2009


A lot has been going on...where to start...

My sister finally went away to college. Its different not having her around and a lot cheaper, I'm sure. She left Saturday and Ive not yet talked to her, as a result of her Naval ROTC training. I'm not digging that too much at all. I'm feeling nostalgic....I'm sure it will pass. Fret not.

Lover is away on business for a week or so, hopefully he gets laid out there...if not I'll be in for it, which would not be a problem if I didn't have other things going on. I like the space between us. Its seeming more permanent as of late. More on that at a later date.

I have more hours at work, as if I needed more. I must have been snorting something because I volunteered for it. It was either that or get a second job. I might end up having to anyway. FML.

I met a new guy. Hes nothing like any guy Ive ever talked to in the past. He talks a lot and is kind of skater..ish. All that is good and fine, but the things he says kind of has me on edge. Not in a good way, but not in a bad way either. Its just different. I guess we will see.