Monday, January 18, 2010

Wednesday, January 13, 2010


Ive been seeing a lot of the Nice New Guy. I should point out that a month ago I didn't like him past his face, now I cannot get enough of him. I don't want this to sound like more than what it really is, because its not.

I really like that he understands me and how I am. He knows that there is a line and when things get...too intense or too close he pulls back. All unsaid...until recently.

One night he asked me why I avert my eyes when he looks at me. I told him why, but of course he already knew. Last night, when he was doing that thing I like...completely innocent...we were face to face and he asked me why it bothered me. I told him, but now I'm getting the impression that it bothers him. I think he wants the extra intimacy.

After he left we started texting and he said that he wouldn't hurt me. I'm reminded of the conversation we had about me not letting him in. We had that talk before he started 'sexin' me up.'

Monday, January 11, 2010


Ive had a few days off recently. One of those days I spent with the Nice New Guy at his apartment. I wont go into details, but we were all over each other all day...we did somehow watch two full movies though.

He is my new addiction. Even after I know I cant take anymore, I want it. We went at it three times, with no more than a five minute pause in between. He recovers quickly and his hands are constantly roaming my body...nonstop, before, during and after. Usually I don't like to be touched that much, its too intimate, but I love when he does it and I miss it when he's not doing now.

He's a very perceptive man. When we hang out I cant help but be reminded of Lover. They have a lot of the not so good things in common.

He also wants to cook for me.

Monday Music.

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

TMI Tuesday #220

Would You Rather...

1. A relaxing vacation or an adventurous trip?
I'm torn. I mean I've always wanted to do the whole Goonies thing, but at the same time I want to just lay back and chill. I'm afraid I cannot choose between the two. Cop out, I know.

2. Get a perfect nights sleep or have amazing sex?
This one is easy and seeing as how getting laid is all I really want to do I'm going to say amazing sex. Who knows, maybe I'll get really lucky and sleep will follow.

3. Rather be intimate with the lights on or off?
Either way. Its all fun and stimulating. There are times I want to see and be seen and times I want the element of surprise...depending on what we're doing and how dark it is.

4. Your S/O be a terrible kisser who could always make you orgasm or an amazing kisser who could never make you orgasm?
Ha. I love these questions. I would rather him be a terrible kisser. Kissing is not important. The orgasms are.

5. Date someone much younger or much older than you?
Easy. Older. I've a thing for silver foxes.

Bonus (as in optional): Which reality show would you be good at? Why?
The Real World...its one big party.

Monday, January 4, 2010

Monday Music.

Oh Yeah.

The piercings are healed, but just to be safe I've been keeping them off limits. It amazes me how much more sensitive they are now. Cant wait to grant full access to them.

My drought is over thanks to the Nice New Guy. He's such a turn on. He's my current craving and it shouldn't go unsaid that his dick is the biggest I've ever experienced. The first time was uncomfortable, but not entirely unpleasant. Its funny because if I knew before hand what he was working with I would have turned him down, but the things he did to me had me nearly begging for it. I was sore for two days and I'd be lying if I said I didn't enjoy it. I dig a little pain with pleasure.

As soon as he left I was ready for round two. He has no idea what he's gotten himself into. In fact, he should be here fucking me now.