Monday, June 28, 2010

Sunday Confession.

I'm sick of feeling like I'm alone when I have someone who is supposed to hold me up when I've fallen. I slipped once and was judged and looked down upon because of it. I've too much pride to express how much that actually hurt me.

Segue to greener grass here.

Sunday, June 20, 2010

Sunday Confession. Fathers Day.

My biological father wasn't around when I was growing up.

Recently I've welcomed him back into my life.

I can tell that he regrets not being around.

We're like strangers.

I almost envy the relationship he has with my sister.




I grew up with an awesome step dad.

I didn't want for a single thing.

I'm grateful for that.

Saturday, June 19, 2010

Wish List.

My computer is still MIA, meaning they have no idea whats wrong with it and absolutely no clue on how to fix it so they're exchanging it for a new one and I get my money back.

Yay! There is a silver lining.

I really want one of these nice little pieces of machinery and this is why, but I dont see that happening anytime soon.

Thursday, June 17, 2010

Money Woes. Random.

It seems like Ive been looking for a second job for years, but its only been about 2 months. I applied to a local sex shop....fingers crossed for that one. I really need the extra money just so I can break even and get back ahead. My car took a lot out if me, but that's okay it was necessary.

I gave myself a six month time period to have everything back as it should be, with my all my bills paid in full and a small amount of savings on the side for whatever. My self control is amazing, so I can do it.....but not without a second job my current job is nowhere near enough.

My computer is broken. The Geeks have had it since May 28th. I've been sharing a computer with the Nice New Guy, which prevents me from blogging the way I want to, but hopefully I can go pick it up today or tomorrow. I miss it terribly. They keep saying that they will call me when anything changes....they never do. So once again I will be the one calling them.

In other news, I hate the Nice New Guy's dog. She behaves horribly and I'm sick of it.

Friday, June 4, 2010

Friday Frustrations.

My car does not run on air.
I am not your chauffeur.
Stop slamming shit.
Take your trash with you when you get out...I'm not your fucking mother.
Don't like my driving?...Get out and find another way.

What I say goes.

Period.